My last blog was a passionate plea to hear from God. He heard me. I have so many things flying around in my head right now from the Lord I am afraid I will lose one or two of them. I really really want to keep them all. I know write them down and all that, but they keep growing and expanding.
- He is telling me that I will be learning about hiddeness like Esther in her year of preparation for the presence of the King
- He is telling me He is calling me to walk a line of balance between the IHOP world and the First Assembly of God world so as to learn from both sides and to be an example to both sides
-He is telling me that there is SO MUCH MORE of Him than what I have been satisfied with in the past.
- He is telling me that He will let me go as deep as I desire to go. I just have to do it.
- He is telling me there is a cost to every gift He gives but it is only the giving away of what steals from me. The costume pearls for the real ones. He is showing me all of the false treasures I have clung to that have kept me from the things I truly desire
- He is telling me the time for change is NOW and will continue over the next year.
- He is telling me to stay in step with Him and not run ahead, to walk at His pace and believe He knows how to get where we are going on time. (this one is a warning and not just for ME but for IHOP)
There is more but I don't have language yet for some of them.
We had Youth Winter Camp this last weekend and wow God showed up. Even as I say that though I am hungrier than I was a moment ago. Yes He showed up in many ways but we did not get ENOUGH!!
I guess ALL of the words that are flying around in my head are pointing me the same way MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE
MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE
MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever the cost - NO I will not see cost only WORTH anything I could give away for any tiniest measure of the knowledge of God is NOTHING......Nothing.....Nothing.....Nothing.....Nothing....
Father Give me the courage to buy Gold from you at the cost of my fools gold.
Amen

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